If you're feeling lost and lonely

Some people have told me this - something inside of me has changed. Recently, I've felt as if I'm watching life through a television set; it passes by and I see, even feel, it all. I reach out to touch something, anything. Somehow I can't.

It doesn't even feel very depressing. It just feel like this is it. Just a simple clap of the hands, brushing off of the shoulders, and we smile and move on. Nothing ceremonious about it at all. Like turning a light switch on or off. Nothing moves me.

I think I'm going to need the rest of the summer to sleep and recuperate from it all.